Thursday, January 26, 2012

And I miss you ....

26.01.2012


We are back from holidays.
We had a lovely time; seeing Jett play with some other beautiful children made me smile but it also made my heart yearn for Stella.


I really dont know how Im going to be able to cope with missing my girl for the rest of my life, it seems like such a long long time

"Made for an angel"  while on our holiday 

11 comments:

  1. xxxx Thinking of you all x

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  2. such a beautiful bracelet Chels. Sending lots of love. Look forward to catching up soon oxo

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  3. Big hug Chels. I saw a beautiful little girl at the shops and she reminded me of Stella and I felt pain for how you must feel everyday.
    xoxo

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  4. I love the bracelet Chels. All my love to you. xo

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  5. We are all around you to lend our hearts too xxx

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  6. The pain that comes with the loss of a child never doesn't go away Chelsea, it just becomes more bearable. She is with you every moment of every day. Hugs sweetie <3

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  7. Your last quote is so sad Chels, but such a true statement. Having been through it myself I can say you will miss her for the rest of your life, that is true, but it will not be with the intense pain you feel right now. It will ease. I think of my daughter every day, often all day long but its not as painful as the early days. It has become something that is a part of me and grief and I co-exist now but it is bearable, it is not always sad. She is a special little soul I hold in my heart with me always.I know forever seems like such a long time, but I know time can go by in the blink of an eye. The hospital chaplain told me (when we got our daughter's mito diagnosis), that we will see her again one day at the end of our lives and in that moment I felt like our life is just temporary but whatever happens after is permanent and what was happening right now is a small mark in the timeline of our lives but one we'll never forget. It warmed my heart to know that the whole of our lives can pass by so quickly and that I will get to hold her again one day. I live for that moment.

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  8. Your georgeus amazing little girl will always be with you,she is the brightest star in the sky always shining bright.i followed stella“s story and as a mother of a child with cerelby palsy she taught me so much and touched the hearts of everyone

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  9. I came across your blog from the Brisbane Kids Website, promoting the Family Fun Day and Dog Wash today on the Gold Coast. It was after reading some of the posts and your story that I actually realised that I had the pleasure and honour of meeting you and Stella.
    My 2 year old son had broken his arm and was put in the bed next to Stella's at the Mater Children's Hospital, whilst waiting for surgery.
    You told me a little of yours and Stella's story. I will never forget the feeling of love and strength that was with you in that room.
    I have thought about you often since that day and wondered how you were doing, it is with sadness that I read this blog.
    My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family right now, and I hope you find peace knowing you made as much of a difference in Stella's short life as she did in yours and obviously so many other peoples!
    I am sure that you will not remember me, but I will never forget you - such a strong, beautiful courageous woman and your amazing daughter!
    xoxo

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  10. Lots of love to you. Believe me when I say the pain becomes more bearable with time. xo

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