I find myself not thinking too much about anything in particular.
I can’t, If I do I get heavy in the chest and can’t breathe.
We’ve had lots of family visit, and the house has been crazy busy. This has been nice, I’m not a loner of a person so being around a lot of people has helped.
I’ve visited sweet Stella twice. She is resting in such a beautiful place, it almost doesn’t feel like a cemetery.
A gorgeous friend from what feels like a life time ago messaged me this yesterday-
‘Little Stella must have been a brand new angel in heaven and was sent down to learn from good people about the human spirit and compassion. The reason she was here such a short time was because she had learnt all she needed to about beauty and love and life from two beautiful people and therefore it was time to go home. What a gift to have her in your lives for those few short years and thank god she was sent to you two and not someone else who could not have given her everything she deserved’
This brings tears to my eyes, I’m full of sorrow but this makes my heart smile.
She sure was a little angel. What a wise soul, and she was mine, all mine for a little while.
I am going to keep updating this blog, and will be doing something big in the name of my daughter Stella next year.
Thank you to all who have supported me and sent your love from across the world, please keep reading and spreading the word.
Much Love Chelsea xxxxx