Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Twas two days after Christmas ....


I find myself not thinking too much about anything in particular.
I can’t, If I do I get heavy in the chest and can’t breathe.

We’ve had lots of family visit, and the house has been crazy busy. This has been nice, I’m not a loner of a person so being around a lot of people has helped.

I’ve visited sweet Stella twice. She is resting in such a beautiful place, it almost doesn’t feel like a cemetery.

A gorgeous friend from what feels like a life time ago messaged me this yesterday-

‘Little Stella must have been a brand new angel in heaven and was sent down to learn from good people about the human spirit and compassion. The reason she was here such a short time was because she had learnt all she needed to about beauty and love and life from two beautiful  people and therefore it was time to go home. What a gift to have her in your lives for those few short years and thank god she was sent to you two and not someone else who could not have given her everything she deserved’

This brings tears to my eyes, I’m full of sorrow but this makes my heart smile.

She sure was a little angel. What a wise soul, and she was mine, all mine for a little while.

I am going to keep updating this blog, and will be doing something big in the name of my daughter Stella next year.
Thank you to all who have supported me and sent your love from across the world, please keep reading and spreading the word.
Much Love Chelsea xxxxx


  1. Chels,

    If I can help in you in any way, please let me know. I would love to be a part of anything you do next year in Stella's memory. I'm only down the road :) <3


  2. We haven't met, but I thought of you on Christmas day and said a little prayer.
    I stumbled across this blog not long before Stella moved on to where she was needed more but you captured my attention and had me checking in daily to see how you were all going.
    My heart absolutely goes out to you and your family at this difficult time.

  3. Such beautiful words x

    Love to you Chelsea and family oxoxo

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  5. That is beautiful what your friend sent you, and too true. Stella was lucky to have you as her Mumma and you were lucky to have her as your daughter <3 Two true beauties <3


  6. Oh Chelsea, that gave me goosebumps. It is so very true. Much love to you all.
    Bridget. xxx

  7. I planted a tree in my front yard, Summer helped me, We named the tree, Stellas Tree. Summer said, Stella Stella, and waived to the tree. Was a beautiful moment. Summer and I will water it every day, and watch it grow, and think of Stella. Love you Chelsea. xx

  8. Such amazingly beautiful thoughts and yes it is true, Stella was an angel on earth, sent to teach those who's lives she touched in life and in her passing something amazing. She certainly touched mine. and I an sure as the mumma of my own angel baby that she is up amongst the clouds looking down on you, providing the strength you will need to get through the first months... thinking and praying for you

  9. I know you will continue to keep stella's memory alive, as I'm sure everyone who knows her story will. xxxx