16.11.2011 ( 7 months on to the day )
Ive been feeling very emotional this week.
Everytime I look at Stella I cant help think what she 'should' be doing.
I dont normally think about the future, I think about the now.
Thinking into the future just crushes my heart.
It is so so unfair.
I still cant grasp why this has happened to my Stella.
I'm trying my very hardest to be strong for her but sometimes I just cant help but cry.
Here she is, the most beautiful girl xx