Mixed feelings ....

11.07.2012

Today would have marked Stella turning the big two and a half.
It also marks me being 15 weeks pregnant with our third little blessing.

I have so many mixed feelings. I still can’t fathom that Stella isn’t actually here with me.
My first born who I had so many hopes and dreams for isn’t actually here on earth anymore.
It still blows my mind; I think it probably always will....

We are however over the moon to be bringing another baby into this world.
This baby has been tested for what Stella had and is thankfully all clear and healthy.
We can’t wait for Jett to have a little brother or sister to play with and grow up with, all the while knowing of their biggest and bravest sister, Stella.

Oh, I miss her pretty little face, her cuddles and her just being her, full of love and hope and light x