Its been 62 days since you’ve been gone Stella Bella.
I miss you; your face, your eyes, your hands, your toes…
When I see pretty little blonde girls out, that Jett watches with joy as they run around, I think of you.
I love remembering your attitude, your jibber jabber, your cheekiness.
How you loved swimming and just being in the water
Also hanging out in the shed with your Dad.
How you use to bop around whenever you heard any music.
How you loved having breakfast at the Coffee Club with me.
I love remembering your ‘scrunch face’, sooo kissable !
I also love picturing you doing the ‘star fish’ on the floor when you were getting tired.
How you use to drag your massive knitted blanket around everywhere !
Also how much you loved banana cake and spaghetti bolognaise.
Sometimes the grief is crippling but so too can be the happiness I feel for you, I know you’re safe and I know you are loved.
One dear friend said: “How lucky is Stella, all she has ever known is love- here and there”